Readers Reviews of A Vulgar Display of Power: Courage and Carnage at the Alrosa Villa
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I got my copy of AVDOP 2 days after it hit the shelves, and blazed through it in 10 days. I was totally shocked and in tears when I learned all the details about the awful night. However,it was great getting to know more about Mayhem, Mr.Halk, and Mr.Bray and the heroics of Officer James. My favorite part was when Nick Cantanese,Mistress Juliya and others shared their Dime experiences. I had the good fortune of meeting Dime in 2002 and it's true what they say, he was an awesome person and I miss him alot. All in all, this is a great book. Good Job, Jeff I just finished reading A Vulgar Display of Power and I wanted to say that it was nice to get some actual information about what happened at the Alrosa on 12/08/04. I have been a Pantera fan since I was 10 and the Vulgar cd came out (it was one of my very first cd's), and have always had a great appreciation for Dimebag. Also, I live in Dayton and have taken the drive to the Alrosa to catch at least 25 shows since I first went there in 1999. It was very insightful to get a true version of what the Alrosa is really like (I remember early reports having maps that made looked nothing like the actual Alrosa interior), and to know what exactly happened in there. I have been to the Alrosa since the incident, but now that I have read the book it's going to be very hard to go there and not feel greater sadness. Also, the Bogarts incident was very informative because I have also been to that venue dozens of times, and there was not actual media coverage regarding what happened on 04/04/04. I just finished reading your book; A Vulgar Display of Power. It was recommended to me when it 1st came out by Danny "Deege" Dunford. I met him at a BLS show here in my hometown of Toledo at Club Bijou which is in the process of being torn down in the name of progress. It took me this long to gain the courage to crack the cover. I can only imagine what it took for you to see this project through to completion. I can understand peoples initial knee-jerk reaction about profiteering from a death. I would be lying if I said the thought didn't cross my mind. My fears were quickly put to bed as I realized what this book truly was. It is in a way beautiful, at least for something concerning a matter so brutal. You gave a face and a story to 'the others' involved. As you described the media just overlooked them and I too never gave it a second thought. I wanted my thoughts to be on Dimes life, perhaps that is partially the cause for putting off the reading. So many of your words really struck a chord with me. I work, volunteer may be more appropriate, for a local band here in Toledo. (Im not mentioning any names because this is not a promotional) Anyway, I have a close relationship with the members and they trust me with ticket money, CDs/merch, watching gear, and driving there drunk asses home on occasion. I can not even begin to fathom something akin to this ever occurring. OK, so im not sure where im going with this but what I think im trying to say that this tribute has opened my eyes. It has reaffirmed my belief in doing the right thing and inspired me to make the most of the time I do have with people I love and protect. Thank you for this and for your courage. Keep bleedin black -Greg B Hi Chris
I'm writing to you from New Zealand.
I have just finished your book A Vulgar Display..
I have to tell you man, its been the hardest book for me to read.
I finally finished it today and haven't been able to stop the tears for hours.
Never in my life have I been so moved by a book. I cried and cried everytime I read it and had to put it down many times.
I run a metal radio show here in NZ and have done for 20 years, I also play in metal bands. Hi Chris, i just stumbled across your profile and the uncanny thing is, I only got your Vulgar Display book a few days ago. It's not available in Australia (not that I could find), so I imported it from the States. I'm just over halfway through it, and i'd like to say you have done one helluva job at writing it. Very informative, but it's the whole insight into the victims that really stands out for me. You should be proud mate. It gives off the feeling to the reader that they actually know each person. I met Dimebag a few times in Australia, and out of the hundreds and hundreds of rock stars i've met over my life so far, he was the best. One of the only musicians who introduces himself to you first, and then asks your name. A true gentleman.Thanks again for a great read Chris. Cheers JAMIE I haven't read a lot books since I got out of college but I couldn't stop reading yours. I loved the way it was put together and most importantly how the true hereos where the focus. I am a giant fan of metal and music in general and just started taking guitar lessons again for the first time in 15 years. If your ever in the Sandusky, Ohio area on the islands at Cedar Point look me up first rounds on me. I sent a friend request. getcha pull! Brian Hello. I just wanted to write you and tell you that you did a superb job on the AVDOP book. I received it as a birthday gift this weekend. It was very informational and really answered alot of questions for me about that tragic night and everyone involved. I think it helps people understand the tragedy alot better, it puts alot of people at ease now that they finally know the answers and it is a wonderful tribute to Dime and the other victims of this tragedy. Dime was my hero, and the tragedy hit me pretty hard. The fact that this happened in my hometown hit home also. I'm an Ohio native, more or less, spent most of my life in Columbus until I was 9. I always knew of the Al Rosa, my dad used to go there to see concerts. I would have never imagined that a tragedy would occur there, let alone my favorite guitarist losing his life that way inside of that place. I visited the Al Rosa in 2005, and paid my respects at the makeshift memorial outside. I inscribed and signed a memorial message on one of the boulders. I hope that one day a proper memorial will be put in its place to honor and pay tribute to the victims of the tragedy and the courageous actions of others. Well, dont wanna take up much more of your time. Rock on bro, and thank you. Justin Waterford, MI I'm sure you've heard this a thousand times over, but reading your book has been an amazing experience for me. i was so fascinated that i was awake until 6am reading the whole thing in one sitting, i literally couldnt put it down. i have been a big fan of Dimebag for many years and the news of his murder was a massive blow to me. i couldnt believe that anybody would even consider harming him; the only person i have ever heard say a bad word about him (and i must have heard 10000 very positive words) was that arsehole Phil Anselmo, and to be honest i dont pay much attention to bitter, wasted old drunks. needless to say i was curious as to Gale's motives and i wanted to know what part Nate Bray, Erin Halk and Jeff Thompson had played in the terrible events that unfolded. to me they were just names at the end of the VH1 special and that pissed me off. surely these people that were murdered deserved some recognition, whatever the circumstances? i thank you from the bottom of my heart for opening my mind; telling the full and true story of that night, explaining the means and motives of the Beast, but most of all for giving Erin, Nate and Jeff the credit and recognition that they deserve. they epitomise heroism in its purest form, going to the aid of a fallen man in the face of mortal danger, two of them having never even met the man they tried to protect. thank you for doing what nobody else seemed to care or bother enough to do. everybody knows about the murder of Darrell Lance Abbott, but i bet very few people knew about Erin Halk, Jeff Thompson and Nathan Bray before now. you did what should have been done two and a half years ago, you gave these men the credit that they so rightly deserve, and a lot of people now know about this. you have opened peoples minds to the bigger picture, and many people must be better off for it. i hope you will consider coming to the UK to promote your book. i personally had a nightmare of a time getting hold of a copy because even the bookshops here havent heard of it. i consider myself lucky to seen some promotional material (i think on www.sdmfworldwide.com) and im sure there are many other people who still need to discover it for themselves. Again i thank you for your insights. Jon I want to thank you for writing this book. I have been a huge Dimebag and Vinnie Paul fan since 1994. I was very impressed by your detail outlined in the book. As a police officer, I look for detail. You did an outstanding job with this project. Thank You and God Bless!! Nicholas G. I have been a Heavy Metal fan all of my life. Cowboys From Hell shocked and surprized me when I first purchased the CD. I was hooked. I was lucky to see Pantera in July of 2001 in Saskatoon Canada. I enjoyed your book very much and can't even imagine all the hard work you put into it. To read about the heroic actions of Jeffery Thompson, Nathen Bray and Erin Halk was incredible. Thank You Jason A. I would like to thank you for this book, I am a huge Pantera, Damageplan fan more over a fan of Vinnie and Dimebag I played drums for 12 years and Vinnie was a huge influence on me, when I started noodeling with guitar Dime and Zakk Wylde are two of my biggest influences. This book was at times very hard to read the account of the shootings was so intense I could not imagine how the heros in that club did what they did. Mayhem, Erin and Nathan Bray deserve to be celebrated just as much if not more than Dime. I'm not taking anything away from Dime, but these guys gave their lives to try and help. My condolences go out to the families who lost loved ones in this tragedy. Metal fans are a big family, I am so proud that the witnesses that night stuck together for the common good. The individual stories of the heros were great now they are more than just names, I feel like I know them as people not just victims of a madman. Again thank you for letting me as a fan get this close to the men who people didn't know. Rick E. Hey chris my names Dan D. and im 17 yeard old from NJ, i just got your book today and im absolutley amazed of how great it is, i havent read a book since i was a kid because im not into it at all but this book ive been reading for hours on end which is always spent playing guitar being thats my love in life. so for your book to get me away from my guitar for a bit really says something, i think you did an amazing job and i believe your an icredable writer and journalist id guess you call it. If you ever make a updated version in the future id love to be apart of it in anyway even with a small peice of my thoughts on dime or really anything. Anyway great job man and this book just hits home big time being a huge dimebag darrell fan and shows how close the metal community is for people like Jeff thompson and others to give there life in the face of helping others. Thank you -Dan D. COWBOYS FROM HELL I just wanted to tell you how incredible your new book is. I just finished reading it, and I can honestly say I haven't cried that hard since middle school. =) I'm a huge metal fan and saw an advertisement for AVDOP in a Guitar Legends magazine back in March. Like many people, I didn't even know about the three others who were murdered that night at the Alrosa Villa. Your book completely opened my eyes to the whole thing, and I really felt like I personally knew every person involved. I couldn't put it down. Those guys certainly deserve some serious recognition, and you've helped provide that. I'm going to a local metal show later tonight and will recommend this book to everyone I talk to. I think metal fans everywhere should know the real story and not just what the media portrays. You've done an awesome thing. God bless. -Randi I came across your book at the library in Englewood and had to check it out. Thanks for writing it brother. I was a huge Pantera/Dimebag fan for years. I saw them over 30 times in Dayton, Cinci, Columbus, Indy, Detroit, and Tampa. I spent many hours with Dimebag, chatting with him, and just having a great time. A couple of my friends even drove him and Brooks up from Cinci after a show to East Dayton Tattoo's. Talk about a cool experience. I have a few pics I drew of dime that he autographed. I almost went to that show at the alrosa, but had to be at work early the next day. On Dec. 10 I spent all day listening to my favorite band but have not been able to listen to them ever since then, the pain was just too tough. Pantera and Dime especially played a big part of my life and when he was murdered, a part of my youth was murdered too. I hope and pray for success with your book. God Bless - Terry Man, i just got done reading the book my loving wife got me for father's day and let me tell ya my friend, i was so deeply touched at how well written this book is. Dude it made cry like 5 different times bro!! while i do largely miss DIME I was pleased to see that you wrote alot about the other fallen heroes!! those men were braver than i ever could've been!! i have hung out with zakk quite a bit and nick but, the highlight of my life was when i ran into ms.rita at a bls show in ky.!! wow! what a sweet soul she is!! as soon as she saw me she held out her arms and started crying and imbraced with force!! and she whispered " it's ok sweetie" and i lost it! so anyway i'm fumbling now so in closing i loved your book and it was very informational to me. thanks for caring about a bad, bad night in december, peace..scott Anything and everything you want to know about December 8th, 2004 is in this book. It shows great appreciation to the men that we're killed that day and showing everyone that they were heros that night who were just ordinary men. I was broken when reading the chapter that describes precisely what Gale had did that night. I've talked to some people about it and the picture of Nathan Gale laying there truly gives hope... it was really meant to be in there. I know he was a human laying dead, but he himself took lives of 4 people. I never knew about his attack before Dec. 8th on Pantera/Damageplan and im surprised no one really pressed charges against him. Everyone had a kind enough heart not to prosecute his ass that night but still he seeked mischief. This book... is the book I want to be buried with because of how much it means to me man and how much it takes up in my heart. Thank you again bro. -Neg F. After weeks of looking for your book I finally ordered a copy and received it yesterday night. I actually finished it this after noon. I think this was the GREATEST book I have ever read. It really provided the information I was seeking to learn about the horrific tragedy. I really appreciate this book and you for writing it. I am not ashamed to admit that through out the book I could not conceal my tears and many times I found myself pausing to calm down. I was moved very much by the book. Unfortunately I didn't get into metal until 2004/2005. I heard about Dime being murdered and at the same time my cousin had passed away. I found a Pantera album the day after his funeral, The Great Southern Trendkill which I actually thought was one of the greatest albums I have ever heard, and ever since I have been a HUGE Pantera fan. Dime's music saved me from depression and saved me from leaving me alone with my thoughts, which would have led to eventual suicide. Pantera gave me a reason to live and I think this book not only reminds us that we need more Nathan Bray's and Erin Halk's and Jeff Thompons' in this world but also that we need to think of how Pantera really saved people like me. I am very grateful to have gotten into metal and I am very grateful to have read this book. People like Mayhem, Erin and Nate are true American hero's, they are beautiful people and we need more people like that in this world. Everyday I pray for their souls and pray for their families, I also pray for Nathan Gale, but mainly his mother. I think we need to forgive Nathan for his actions and hope that he has a better after life. I really love the book and I plan on getting everyone in my life to read it because I think it teaches us a lesson that we can survive through pain and suffering if we stick together and that we need to be more like the hero's at Alrosa Villa. Without people like them where would we be? Anyway I want to say thank you for writing this book. It has truly inspired me to make no enemies because life can be lost in a blink of an eye and also inspried me to be a better person. Thank you very much for writing this book -Kris M. SALUTE & CONGRATS on a great book sir!! Godspeed. Ted Nugent Just want to say that your book A.V.D.O.P tore my heart out buddy.You must of put a shit load of work into it to get all the info that is in that book. I to like Dime and yourself am a senior citizen of the extreme metal era and really want to thank you for bringing me back in time to reflect on my life.Just finished reading it last night.Hard to explain but you put me at the alrosa villa that night and while reading the book and looking at the pics i could see the whole thing take place just like the police videos...Is there going to be a movie?.Ive got to say that the Abbotts as well as everyone else have to be very proud the way you expressed yourself in the book and the research that was done on the lifes of everyone involved,including the BEAST......I to am ex millitary,Gordon Highlanders from Scotland same as the Blackwatch,crazy mother fuckers lol....And really loved reading about the big guy "mayhem" well im only 5.7 and it really hit home to see that there was a dude out there with the same loyalty as myself.Man i can go on and on here Chris.... Regards Rob...aka...Lilfeller -I wanted to let you know I finished your book last week. It was a fast read, not a book you can just put down after a couple chapters and not get back to. I definately wanted to know about those men and the events that led up to what happened that night. I didn't know this all happened. That day my dad got his heart transplant and I was at the Cleveland Clinic. My nerves were finally getting quieted after a few months of watching my dad suffer with congestive heart failure. I was so caught up in that excitement that any other news didn't get through to me. I am grateful that you wrote this book, I see what the rest of the world was going through that day. I can honestly say I am not a metal fan (that stuff is way too dark for me), but I do respect their ability and that they can make a living (I'd starve living off of my musical ability). I do like biographies and seeing how others live (sometimes we're all alike and go through similar experiences). I think you did an awesome job and I really respect your vision and drive to actually write a book. Alot of people (myself included) say they're going to write book but never do. Miss Cindy (Guitar Chick) -Hey Chris. I just received my copy of your book A Vulgar Display of Power, and had to let ya know, I dont judge or hate ya for writing this book, in fact I thank ya brother! Being a Pantera fan since the I Am The Night days, and growing up in Texas, Pantera, are and still will be the Kings of Metal ! I respect your point of view on writing this book, I hate what happened and it still makes me sick to my stomach, but I want to know more on why something this shitty could happen to such a beloved Guitar God, and the loving fans, and crew members. Dime will always be remembered and loved and I thank you for keeping his spirit alive in telling the facts. -Lance I. -A Vulgar Display of Power is a brilliant and meticulous analysis of quite possibly the darkest day in Heavy Metal. It is a deliberate, detailed, thoroughly documented and painfully brutal account of the events that lead up to the tragedy of December 8th, 2004 at the Alrosa Villa. With the skill of a good novelist but a novelist possessed of the facts, ChrisA follows the movements of the participants in one of the most tragic cataclysms in rock and rolls history. Beyond the outstanding job of research, ChrisA is a dramatic storyteller. The recreation of the personalities of Thompson, Bray, Halk and Abbott is wonderfully well done, so much so that you feel as if you actually knew them. This work is more than a tribute to their lives but also a look into the tragic mind of the mentally ill and the duality of man. This is a must read for not only Rock and Roll and Heavy Metal fans but for anyone with a love of human drama. Tom B -Hey Chris, I met you at the book signing at the Alrosa Villa on April 13th again it was an honor to have met you, I finished the book, it was fantastic man, I really enjoyed it and thought it was great that you included each of the victims in there and talked about how great of a person each of them were and a background of each of them, it wasn't all about Dimebag which i thought was good, we all know about Dimebag and to include the other 3 when no one ever talks about them and recognizes that they are heroes it a terrific thing, let me tell you a fast story, i'm from Grove City and Nathan Bray was a local around here and when he died it was mentioned once and nobody talked bout it or the fact that he's a hero, he tried to save lives of people at the club, a few wks later on X-Mas day 3 Grove City high school students were killed by a drunk driver and it was tragic yet it was talked bout and still talked about especially since the one was the fomer all star QB that just graduated and i thought it was wrong that they drew all that attention and Nathan Bray didn't get any type of recognition or moment of silence or candlle light vigil at the High School, like they did and I always thought somebody should tell about Nathan Bray and how much of a hero he is and the type of person he was and what he meant to others and no one did untill your book so now i have even more reason to admire you Chris and I want to say thank you for that, thank you for letting the readers know about Nathan Bray and what type of a person he was, again terrific book and it was a honor meeting you -Sean H -I bought the book couldn't read it though, it was hard to get through most of the parts i did read i was right beside the stage when the shit went down and it scarred the shit outta me. For what i have read you have done a great job and i respected it very much though. It made me want to quit playing for a long while but i continued through it and played many shows thereafter. We would have liked to give some input but we never wanted to make it as a band from such a big tragidy thats not how we wanted to ever make a name for the band. Since then position six splitt but i am now in the band X FACTOR 1 but i guess i just wanted to pour some feelings out to ya and tell ya thank you. That fucker will never get the best of me and i will always play music my name is Andy. Thank you again for the justice that everybody deserved that night for there great acts of courage. Bye, ANDY -I have and read the book.. I will tell you it was the hardest thing i've EVER had to read.. Especially the chapter about what happened that night. very intense and sad.. I shed a few tears whan I found out about Dimes death and I did it again several times reading your book.. I also had no idea about the other people that lost thier lives that night.. very tragic! Good work on informing the fans about what really happened that terrible night.. i will be donating what i can to all the funds in the book.. thank you Chris! - I am Hatr. -I have heard alot about you im close with rick at the villa he speaks good of you and your book speaks for its self.I really dont get into talking about that day but i thought i would tell you thank you for taking the time to write this book it really has done alot for us in columbus and has helped the villa,rick and his family more then you know! thanks again.. -Tim W. -Hey Chris, It was great to meet you Saturday night at Dingbatz. I skimmed through the book yesterday and will get started on it soon. You did a great thing by writing this book. -Kimberly -Just got done with the book it was really good keep up the good work -Ron -Rock on dude! The Buckeye rock sceene sees your efforts and sends out a BIG ATTABOY to all you guys GOD BLESS and keep up the good work. Someday Anthony will see what all was done for him in his fathers name and he'll be a better man for it. Hopefully he'll be the voice that carries the next generation to greatness; we pray this is so. Let him be the one who holds up the fact that we're not all pot heads and jobless assholes! Once agin God bless and Rock on dude! -Ball -Hey Chris. I literally just finished the book and I really don't know what to say. It was amazing in many ways. Sadly I didn't know a lot about Dime or Pantera until a few months before everything happened. And the only "details" I had from the murders were from the VH1 thing. I never realized how inaccurate a lot of their details were. I didn't know what rolls Mayhem, Erin, or Nathan had that night. Now after reading your book I know more about their lives now and what kind of great people they were. I know all the things I didn't know before. I'm completely floored and 100 times as sad as I was before. I even cried and laughed a bit. So with all that being said...Thank you---from the bottom of my heart for helping me, opening my eyes, and writing the book in general. Thank you. ~Jess -I just received the book in the mail today, and ive already read almost all of it. I read one part and im hooked, I got to say the book hit me hard, at first when I read reports that you were making this book, I wasn’t for it, but I wasn’t against it, im a fairly opened minded person, and I have to say you did a really good job with it. Im impressed with how detailed the book is. It shed some light on things I was confused about. I am proud to of read this book, as obviously being a big metal, Pantera fan that I am, I got to give the respect this book deserves and I feel like almost all the dimebag fans should open there minds up and read it. Luke -Just wanted to thank you for the time and effort you have put into the book. " A Vulgar Display of Power". Just got to say WOW. It is nice to know more about that horrible night. You have made things more clear, on how and why it happened. thanks again.... Long live the memory of those four wonderful people. Ben -I want to sincerely thank you for the time and ane effort you put into this book. It seems that the two biggest questions I had surrounding Dec. 8th 2004, were the same that prompted you to write it in the first place. Why would a person do what Gale did, and how come everyone seemed to forget that there were three other casualties that night? Dont get me wrong, Im a huge Dime fan but other families were destroyed that night. And I think you did an amazing job of tributing their lives, and trying to make sense of the senseless. And in a weird way you also provided me with a sense of closure that I never really had until I finished the book. While I was not there that night, nor did I personally know any of the victims, I was affected by it. I had the opportunity not long after Dec. 8th to meet Nathan Bray's wife and mother at a Tribute show that was organized in my hometown of Lincoln, NE, and it bothered me then that none of the bands playing (with the exception of Volume Dealer) or the organizers paid any mind to the other victims or their families. Before I left that night I went to them and thanked them for being there and extended my personal condolenses for their loss. I also mentioned that while it was not said, that entire day was for them and Nate as well. With the most amazing humbleness (if thats a word) they shook my hand and hugged me and told me that they knew that, and thanked us for putting the show together. It really sank in for me then how tragic the whole thing was. I will never forget them or the victims or the other victims' families, or Nate Gales's mother for that matter for as long as I live. Every time I pick up my guitar I think of Dime and then of all of them. Anyway, I thank you for your amazing book and your dedication to get it out. Getcha pull. Cameron Ruble S.D.M.F. Hey....I received the book Saturday. I wasn't home to actually get it, but I did get my hands on it Sunday. I took it, and disappeared to my room for hours. I read that book from cover to cover right then and there. And it really was the best book I have ever read, and I thank you for stepping forward and actually writing the book. The amount of detail you included in the descriptions of everything that went on the night of December 8th was amazing. I tell you, it was tough to look at the pictures of Nathan Gale from the surveillance camera, as he was dropped into shooting stance. But seeing the photo of Gale's lifeless body was fulfilling. And then as I read that there would be no headstone, marker, memorial or any reminder of Gale ever existing was also kind of fulfilling. As you said, the book won't change the ending of December 8th, 2004, but it did answer a lot of questions that was raised by the asshole members of the media, and it did sort of fill some of the void left when Dimebag, Erin, Jeff, and Nathan Bray were shot and killed. I really do thank you for writing this book. I'm glad it was released. I also appreciate you signing the copy that I received. I dunno if it was meant to be that way, but in any case, you did sign it, and I'm appreciate of that. If you could send me a link back to the page where I can write a review for the book, I'd appreciate that. Thanks again, Jim (Via Myspace) I am Pam, one of the first to read your incredible book! I Pre-ordered it. Brian Fielder is the one that told me about it before it was even released. And I must tell you I loved the book! I love the "Dime Time", I loved getting to know the Heroes that we lost. I feel that most reporters spend too much time on the maniacs and not on the beautiful people that are taken away from us and their heroics. And you did it!!!! I just want you to know how much I appreciate that you took the time to tell everyone about the Heroes... Thank you! Always, Pamela (Via Myspace) --Hey Chris - just got the book in the mail today. A great read- I'm on page 144 looking at the pic of Mayhem with the caber toss at the moment. The book flows really well and is easy to read. What I like most its got a history on everyone- really puts another facet on those that were lost that night. Great pic of yourself at the back of the book Good luck with the book, and to all those who question your motives about doing this book I just have two choice words....F**K 'EM \m/\m/ (Via E-mail) --I want to personally thank you for taking the time to write Vulgar Display Of Power. Your contributions and desire to tell the story of the "other" victims is very compelling. Nathan Bray was a good friend of mine, an ace in every way. I knew him on a level most people in this world did not and I’m proud of that. I didn't however know any of the other victims. Your book introduced me to them on that personal level, through thoughtful words I grew to admire Jeff and Erin. Strong willed and kind men with a penchant for doing the right thing are a few of their many admirable qualities. If the chapters on their life are even close to the truth that was captured while summarizing Nate, then make no mistake the world is less 2 more irreplaceable souls. I thank you for being honest in you description of Nate's life. He was indeed the king of shit talking. With every quote his unmistakable voice and demeanor rang through my head. "When you're good you're good." I can't tell you how many times he said that to me personally. He had a golden soul, always was willing to help. My memories of him are nothing but splendid. I was there the night pantera played at the Hara Arena standing between Jay and Nate. I was there the night Kerri met Nate. And in that very same dorm room in Obleness Hall were the picture that graces the cover was taken. This book brings back vivid memories of great times shared with an amazing person. Unfortunately I was also witness to the casket filled with my friend and various mementoes. I distinctly remember the Sheriff deputy in salute as we entered the cemetery. Afterwards the "Irish wake" that occurred at Jays was one I will never forget. This book is accurate and chilling. How could four genuinely kind individuals be taken from us in such an unprovoked demented act of rage. I lost a great friend that night, but after reading your book I realized I lost four. I thank you for not letting their stories go untold. Like most I did want to know what exactly happened. All I had before was a half second shot of my friend climbing on stage. (seen on behind the music) Now I know what lead up to and followed the incident. There was a better sense of closure from reading your book. I have a great understanding and appreciation for what Jeff, Erin and Nate did and consequently paid the ultimate price for. My heart mourns for the families of these victims. It pains me to know Anthony will never truly witness how awesome his father was. Thank you for your dedication to the truth. Dimebag, Nate Dogg, Stoney and Mayhem..... ..... The memory still remains! Sincerely, Rob M. (Via Myspace) --"Chris demonstrates through heavy, respectful and emotional words just how metal music unites people and how five heroes sacrificed their own lives for the love of one. I laughed, I cried and now I really know exactly what happened that night that forever changed my life and so many others as well." Jose Mangin (Sirius Hard Attack) --I am just sending you and e-mail to let you know that I receive my copy of Vulgar Display of Power four hours ago in the mail and just finished reading it. It was one of the most amazing books I have read and thank you for getting to the truth of what happened that night. The was you went into detail about the victims pasts and the murderers lifelong mental problems made me feel like I have a better understanding about what happened that night and who the victims that got left in the shadows by the greatness of dimebag were. I hope many people read this book to find out what really happened that horrible night. Good Job and thank you from a diehard metalhead and pantera fan. They last few chapters had me teared up the whole way. Possibly somebody will read this book and realize they or a friend or loved one needs the help the Nathan Gale didn’t get . Thank You, Nathan (Via E-mail) --I just bought your book last night at Borders in Ramsey NJ...GREAT job! I put out my first record in 1987 with my band Hades. I formed Non-Fiction in 1990. We opened for Pantera once. Phil was a big Non-Fiction fan, one of my biggest thrills was him singing one of my songs to me in a hotel in L.A. when I introduced myself. My buddy comedian Jim Florentine opened for Damageplan and was friends with Dime. There is a quick flash of Jim wearing a Hades shirt near end of VH1 Pantera Behind the Music special. I sell ads and write for Steppin Out magazine. I've interviewed Phil and Vinnie. With all this...I NEVER met Dime! I think of that terrible night often. I am pictured on the back of the first Hades cd playing a Dean. I now wonder if Dime ever heard of Hades or saw me with my Dean. Just wanted to say I think you treated the horrible event with dignity. The full story needed to be told. Good luck with it. Dan L. (Via E-mail) --I have just finished your most intense book. this was a story I remember as another pointless crime in a city trying to do good. as I am not hip to the metal-scene, I had read your book as a mostly unbiased reader...WOW! I can't get over how involved I had gotten upon opening page. I generally don't crack a book too often. the borders book store is where I go to buy my music of the jazz and classical persuasion and upon entering I was personally informed of you and your creation. the book is so detailed and focuses on the victims lives as equal attention was given to each victim, well done! attention given to what protocol every police officer in our united states must follow was very insightful! and the banding together of an entire group of people not exactly known for their community service should be an eye-opener for many! kudos to you, Chris A. and thanks for signing my book! BEN M (Via E-mail) --I just wanted to say that there are blogs out there and posting sites that don’t know what the book is all about....all these people think that this is just something to make money off of Dimes name, but I know that Chris is telling the story's of 3 heros that the media missed. All the Pantera and Dime fans that have wrote on those sites are really heartless. I personally knew Nate, he was a friend of the family and a good friend and Co-Worker of my father. Just hearing these people talk in such a negative way about someone that in my mind is a hero, it makes me sick to my stomach. I know that Nate, Erin, And Jeff would be grateful on what Chris is doing with the book...he is telling there story, not Dimes---everybody knows his story, for the last 3 years I have heard so much about Dime and so little about the hero's surrounding the whole situation. I have shed my tears from that night, just waking up and hearing my dad say Nate's Dead, it broke my heart. I know for a fact that "the beast" is burning in hell, where he should be....I just wanted to let you know that this book has inspired me. And im glad that not only Nate's story has been told but also that of Erin Halk's and Jeff Thompsons. Thanks so much Chris A. and I hope that this book makes a lot of money to support Anthony. I also wanted to write and say that my dad and I went to the Sevendust show here in Columbus last night. We had a meet and greet with the band. Every single member of the band has a copy of your book. They gave extra love to my dad and I, Lajon (Singer) stood up and gave my dad a hug and we talked about your book. The band also played Angel's Son, in memory of Dime, and was wearing a pair of boots Vinnie & Dime gave to him. Lajon said to us that the book put prospective on such a senseless and heartless act. It truly was a Vulgar Display Of Power. Keep the hope alive man and hope to keep in touch with you. Peace. Alex P. (Via e-mail) --I mailed you the other day about you book, my name's Grant. I just finished reading it a little while ago. I couldn't put it down, I read the entire thing in just one day. Anyway, I just wanted to tell you it's the greatest thing I've ever read. It was amazing start to finish. A lot of it was really difficult for me to read though, especially what happened exactly to Dimebag himself. Here's why: I first heard of Pantera in '92 when an ex-girlfriend came over and told me she had gotten me tickets to go see them in Indianapolis. When they came on I was immediately blown away by their power. I was, however, fixated on watching this crazy-assed guitarist with a red beard and lightning bolt guitar rip on some of the baddest assed riffs and leads I'd ever heard. It was at this time I instantly became a huge Pantera fan, and as soon as I got home I bought my first guitar because of Dime. Soon Pantera became (and still is) the greatest band of all time as far as I'm concerned. For the last 15 years, Dime has been my primary influence on the guitar, I even play Washburn Dimebag signature axes exclusively. I've been fortunate enough to see Pantera 8 different times, and once I even got to meet and share a beer with Dimebag and Vinnie. Over the years Dime has grown very near and dear to me over the last 15 years. The news of his murder crushed me on so many levels. I felt like I lost a hero, friend, and a mentor. When I got home from work and my wife told me about the murder I immediately broke into tears, it was almost more than I could bear. Even then, there were so many rumors floating around about the incident that I never knew exactly what happened till I read your book. I had no idea about the heroics of Nathan, Erin, and Jeff either because, as you said, the media put them on the back burner and concentrated solely on Dime. However if weren't for their bravery and selflessness the situation would have even more of a nightmare than it already was. God only knows how many people survived that night because of these 3 brave souls. Thank you for giving them the respect and recognition they should have gotten over 2 years ago. I can't possibly sing the praises of this book high enough, it really is that wonderful and it's a beautiful testimony to the 4 innocent victims of that night. I hope you don't mind me asking you something. I live in Rockville, Indiana and I would love to also have a personalized autographed copy of the book for my personal collection. Due to the distance I would have to travel and with work and such it isn't possible for me to attend one of the signings that are being held. Would it be possible to get an autographed copy if I sent you money for the cost of the book and shipping charges? If not that's fine, I'm guessing you probably have a pretty hectic schedule right now because the book just came out. Anyways, sorry for rambling on for so long. And congrats on an excellent job on your book. Thank you, Grant (Via E-mail) --What can I say, the book arrived yesterday morning and I am honestly and genuinely astounded by the kindness you have shown to me, a somewhat stranger. What can I say except thank you, thank you very very much, it has made my month! I haven’t been able to put the book down, you are a very talented writer and an excellent investigative historian, the immensely hard work you have put in is clearly evident, and it has been a pleasure to read about the (until now) unsung heroes of the Alrosa. Their unconditional bravery has really touched me. I didn’t realize Erin was from an Irish background, the poem in his chapter really was beautiful..''erin go bragh''...Erin forever, thank you for the gifts also of the Sabbath pass and BLS pass, and for taking the time to sign and obtain the signatures of James and Nick, you will always have a brother in Ireland. Joe (Via e-mail) --I know you probably get a million e-mails much like this one. I just wanted to go ahead and send one anyway in case you actually get around to reading them all. I recently picked up "A Vulgar Display of Power" and read it cover to cover. Like most music fans, I was taken by complete surprise and shocked by the events that took place. I just wanted to express my thanks to you for clearing up a lot of the confusion as to what happened that night. You answered many questions, filled in many blanks, and constructed a heartfelt tribute to those who gave their lives. All the while, you did it tastefully and accurately which is more than I could ever say about the media in general. I would like to pass along that I've been to so many shows that I couldn't even count how many. Out of all of those concerts, I had the pleasure of seeing Pantera once and Damageplan once. I was at the 9:30 Club in Washington, D.C. to see Damageplan only a matter of a few weeks prior to that horrible night. It was a great show as expected, but there is one thing that stands out when I think about that show: Dime smiling from ear to ear the entire night. Again, great job...and thank you. Bleed Black Label! RIP Dime! Jeff M. (Virginia Chapter BLS via e-mail) --I finished your book on the plane yesterday. I blasted right through it--it's a very compelling read. I think that you did a marvelous job of telling the stories of the three dead heroes and of Jim Niggemeyer. Your treatment is fair and even handed. You had to deal with Nathan Gale, and I think you managed to be fair, objective, and even a bit sympathetic to his illness while not being sympathetic to his actions. You likewise did a good job of dealing with the fallout of these events for folks like Rick Cautela. I'm not a heavy metal guy. Never have been and probably never will be. I'm a classic rock guy, very much a product of the 1970's (I graduated high school in 1979, so that makes sense), and I've always been a progressive rock guy. I was, therefore, completely unaware of the Pantera dynamic and was likewise completely unaware of the events that led to what ultimately split the band. I think that you did a great job of telling that entire story. I wonder what sort of a burden Phil Anselmo carries around with him as a result of what happened. Your writing style is compelling and vivid. I commend you for a job well done. Eric W. (Via E-mail) --You may or may not realize the justice that you have served for many when it came to your book. I already have 6 friends in line to borrow it from me now that I have finished it in the 3 days that I have had it. I know that I am not the only one to say that I am glad that someone took the time to get it right or at least paint a clearer picture of what exactly happened that night. This event was a nightmare come true for a lot of us and I think that a lot of us now can at least look back with a little bit of solace knowing that the facts are straight. After posting my review on the Amazon website I read what other people had to say after they read the book and there was one review from a guy that was actually at the show, but fled the scene once he realized that it was not an act. He said that it went down exactly as you wrote it. There was a lot of crap on the internet about the actual events from that night. Some of it seemed practical and possible and other stuff that did not have that much sense. I can see how the facts in your book either contradict or explain the confusion of some of the facts that were released over the internet. Dime was a brother to all of us....weather you played guitar or just listened to the music. He is and will always be remembered in the entire music community and you did help all of us get through some of the pain and the suffering that we have been feeling over the past 2 ½ years. They are inducting Dime into the Rock and Roll hall of fame on May 17th in Hollywood, California. I am lucky enough to live in Southern California and would be remissed if I were not there to see this happen. I wish he were still alive to be here for that. The least the music industry could do is induct him and I am glad that they are. RIP Dime and thanks again Chris for setting the record straight. Brad G. (Via E-mail) --We had occasion to chat last Saturday evening @ Borders. I must say that I was impressed during the conversation with your reasons for writing the book, the manner that you went about in doing so, and most importantly, with the desire you had to make it about the "right people." I finished the book late last night and must tell you that I thought it was terrific! Most importantly, I believe you accomplished the mission of expounding on all of the good, all of the courage and all of the heroes that rose out of the darkness of December 8, 2004. Certainly, I agreed strongly with your point regarding Gale's possible desire to gain personal notoriety. His act, if anything, forever buried his name amongst the footnotes. Your diligence, along with the care & sincerity you have shown in telling this story in the right manner, will go a long way towards keeping alive the spirit of 3 remarkable human beings. So too, I agree with your assessment of the before & after opinion of "metal heads." I, for one, certainly do not consider myself in the fraternity. However, the actions of the individuals in attendance @ the Alrosa that evening were completely counter to the incorrect reputation that exists regarding this group of "outsiders." Those were human beings standing up to insanity to help save fellow human beings. Finally, I think it important to let you know that I am impressed with you for undertaking this endeavor. I realize a lot of time, effort, passion & blood, sweat and tears went into the finished book. Your reasons for needing to get the truth out have not gone unnoticed or unappreciated by me. God Bless & All The Best............. Gary R. (via E-mail) --I spent the weekend reading your new book "A Vulgar Display Of Power". Could not put it down and thought it was incredibly detailed. At times, I felt as though I was there. Your book not only is a highly detailed account of the tragedy but more importantly showed the courage and bravery of people that were there that night. Regrettably, I have never been to the Alrosa Villa (I only live a mile away and am a metal fan ), and still plan to go sometime. However, from now on, when I drive by, I will remember those three gentleman you so greatly documented in your book. Thanks again, Chris H. (Via E-mail) --What’s up man? Just finished ready the book and I've gotta say you did an excellent job. Everyone that didn’t know the victims directly only remember that Dime was murdered. It was nice to hear how great those three were an if not for them makin’ the ultimate sacrifice many others could have died as well. I, like Ian Scott. also blamed the club for lame security but that was till I finally hear the true accounts what had happened. Gale was pretty much the same stature as Mayhem was and if he couldn't stop him non of the other guards could stand a chance. They tried to stop Gale but couldn’t hear each other due to the loud music. We can point fingers all day but it really don’t matter cause nothing can bring any of them back. Anyway I wanted to tell you what I though about it. thank for setting a lot of shit str8. -Bassist_M.. (Via Myspace) --Thank you so much for writing this book. Thank you for letting the truth be told about this event. I could not put this great book down. Since I go to the ARV and see bands play there all the time. I was saddened when all the bands started to turn their backs on Rick and his staff from this one happening. Yes, it is sad what happened there, but your book shows the way it could happen any where and any location. The ARV just happened to be in a location not that far from his home and was an easy drive for him to attend. I am thankful those that did step in stopped him from doing any more damage and harm to anyone else. I hope after reading your book that all these bands that keep saying bad things about Rick, his staff and the ARV. Get a copy and learn the truth to how things were and how it all happened. An they stop all their hate. They take back their words and say they are sorry to Rick. About bringing all this stuff back up after it was laid to rest for a while. I hope this brings more bands back to play at the ARV once they read this. Much love. Allie (Via Myspace) --I just picked a vulgar display of power courage and carnage at the alrosa villa up at the library maybe an hour ago and I cannot put it down . although from my profile you can tell I am a huge fan of psychopathic records I am also into other music such as ozzy, zakk wylde, pantera, van halen, jimi hendrix, lynyrd skynyrd, ted nugent, the eagles and tons more. anyways I think it's great that you told the story of a great guitar legend and 3 selfless heroes so people may get the idea of how great these people truly were and how one senseless act of gun violence left a nation heartbroken. Best wishes to you and your's. Wickedclownluva (Via Myspace) --I can't express to you how much I appreciate you coming out to the show this weekend! WE were honored to have you. I have to tell you I started reading the book this morning & just completed it!!!! I couldn't put in down! Absolutely an amazing job on telling & explaining the story!!!! Mad props to you Chris ... excellent job. I couldn't for the life of me put it down until I had it completed! I am going to let every metal fan I ever cross paths with know how incredibly good this book is! Dawn (Via Myspace) --I just finished reading your book and I’m so happy that you wrote it. it answered a lot of questions that I was never able to find the answers to and it really touched me to read about Erin, Nathan, and Mayhem's lives. they had something special and I think your book definitely shows it. only problem with the book is how many times I have to put it down to cry. the last time I cried this much was dec. 9 2004 when I heard about what happened. in my whole life, I’ve only ever read two books back to back and yours is one of them. thank you. -Joe Davis (Via Myspace)
Thanks to everyone who's taken the time to give me feedback on the book. Pease e-mail your review to chrisa@core.com |
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